January 25, 2007

Dreams - My other reality

I was at either a lunch or a dinner with someone. Don't remember who. But, then, we made our way to have coffee and dessert. I was with Snow, Fiona, Annie, Haonian and Kay. We were making small talk.

Next, I found myself at home. I was waiting for Kay to come back to my house. Don't know where she went. I was waiting for her to have dinner together. Then, when she came back to my house, she said she was going home. Her own house.

I was super pissed. I flared up at her. And she said she, quote unquote, created something in me. I thought that was rubbish because I didn't know what the hell she was talking about. So I told her she was talking rubbish. Then, I scolded her. Because I was waiting for her to have dinner and then, she wanted to just go home.

We had a sort of fight. I was raising my voice and pushing her away when she tried to hold me and get me to calm down.

Then, she told me something like, she wanted to like me again, wanted to have the feeling of missing me again (???). I told her, not in an entirely calm voice, that she has a girlfriend already. And, quote unquote, the person she should miss is her girlfriend. And that girlfriend is not me!

At this time, I noticed my parents and Jasmine were in the room too. They were casting suspicious glances at both of us quarreling. I decided to just send Kay home.

On the way, she told me she thought she was distracted. Ostensibly, distracted during the time when we were together. I told her that I agreed. And that she just lost focus. But it seemed like we finished our earlier fight and were behaving quite amicably now.

We were walking at this street that had rows of shophouses. There were McDonald's, Burger King outlet and this Nantucket Fried Chicken (what happened to Kentucky? hee) outlet. I was thinking to myself, when did this place change so much that even I didn't know.

There was Ben and Jerry's too. We stopped outside the Ben and Jerry's counter. Looked at the flavours and had a tasting. There was Cherry Garcia (I think I got this from Snow's msn nic that day), peanuts... and one flavour called 'Huese Double Chocolate' (Huese? Maybe from the Hermann Hesse I was reading prior to sleep?). I tried this Macademia nuts and raisins one. Not bad!

So, we were tasting the flavours. Then, I told Kay that I received a Christmas card from Shreen. And she told me she gave my number to Michelle a few days ago (which is true, cos Michelle msged me).

We were still trying out flavours when I decided that I should wake up. And almost immediately, I did.

A very long and detailed dream. I woke up quite immediately, that's why I could remember this much.

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 10:46